"...Lyme
Disease, particularly when it involves the central nervous system, can be an
extremely debilitating, bizarre, terrifying and perplexing experience."
-
Jenifer Nields, MD, Psychiatric Quarterly
To begin this I will simply explain that within weeks of entering the body, the
spirochete, the bacterium of Lyme Disease,
invades the brain and spinal cord. At first, patients may develop meningitis,
encephalitis or problems like pain or loss of sensation stemming from an attack
on the nerves that emanate from the brain or spinal cord. BUT, MONTHS or YEARS may pass before the late signs of a neurological infection
appear.
Later Neuro-Psychiatric manifestations of this illness.
Even if you don't believe me, that IS (to say the least) one memorable story,
and one day, it might just save you or someone you love from having to go
through it.
How it manifested in me will honestly forever baffle and haunt
me, but nonetheless, sadly, it did, and therefore is worthy of some much needed
attention and discussion.
I don't know how hard it may be for you to
comprehend, but imagine how YOU would feel (or rather - what on earth would you
do!?) if one day, out of the blue - assuming that you are NOT a sociopathic,
homicidal maniac - you found yourself being constantly bombarded by the
thoughts OF a sociopathic, homicidal, suicidal maniac??
AND (what's better) - you don't even get the luxury that actual
psychopaths innately do of not having the ability to understand that this type
of thinking is NOT NORMAL (nor acceptable!) - Nope...every single part of you trembles
with the knowledge that this is Very, Very, Very, WRONG. So?...What would you
do??
Well, I would assume that you would do what I did: BE
ABSOLUTELY, COMPLETELY, AND UTTERLY TERRIFIED. Then
- try your damnedest to understand (and tell yourself on a minute to minute
basis) that what you are "experiencing" is ACTUALLY a result of
a "Brain Infection," vow to never tell ANYONE about it (why would you
want to scare them?), and certainly NOT act on any of it (My God!).
But honestly folks, "Good luck with that..." I mean, a
couple of days/weeks...maybe? Seriously though - after Months and Months of
this type of "invasion of the body snatchers type hell" - Come
ON...now that's just not playing fair! You are bound to do something if you
don't get HELP.
I took it upon myself to research and educate myself on what was actually happening to my body due to brain dysfuntion....
Even today I am still astonished to see just how many people in the waiting room of my doctor who bow their
heads, lower their eyes, and shamefully whisper to me what was REALLY going on
in their heads, as if it was some terrible secret. My heart would break for
them - I knew how they felt, but often found that if I tried to explain how
this was possible, that they would be comforted by it. So - let's take a look.
*Note: I can't help but have a sincere "dislike" (think
facebook...) when it comes to how scientists just LOVE to separate, examine,
exclude and scrutinize each and every part of the human body - including the
brain. I often feel that in doing so, they are essentially missing "the
forest for the trees", and truly believe that the "whole" (of
everything and anything - particularly the brain) is TRULY greater than the sum
of its parts. Unfortunately, even the most renowned Neurologists will tell you
that the Brain is still a complete mystery that they've yet to ultimately
figure out. Because of this, "ways" of looking at the brain often
vary, and, in order to provide an in-depth look at the "whole," I
ironically find myself forced to so in a fashion that
requires me to do it in parts...hence the title of the post.
Now I'm not a doctor (thank
god!), or a neurologist (even better : ), but what I DO know is that when Lyme
enters the brain, it wreaks all havoc on the "higher," most evolved
part of the brain or the Neo-Cortex. (As the progression of the disease continues,
it may even go into the deeper, older parts of the brain...but that's something
I'll delve into in another post...)
When talked about, the Neo-Cortex is often divided into four
sections or "lobes" because each of them perform different tasks.
These sections are:
- Frontal Lobe - Blue
- Parietal - Yellow
- Occipital - Pink
- Temporal - Green
- That grey area in
the picture is the Cerebellum (Latin for "little brain") but is
usually not included as part of the Neo-Cortex because it is
"older" evolutionary wise.
Okay. Now that we have an idea of what makes up the Neo-Cortex,
let's take a look at what each part controls. (I LOVE this diagram!)
This is obviously a rudimentary look, but I
find that once people SEE this, they begin to understand, and therefore are less
afraid, when the "scarier" symptoms manifest as a result of their disease
attacking these areas of the brain, and can comprehend why they suddenly are
having cognitive deficits, memory issues, emotional liability, and even
psychiatric developments (like rage, photophobia, anxiety, OCD etc.) once the
disease has entered the central nervous system.
*Note: The Brain actually has a "Right" and
"Left" Hemisphere that behave VERY differently from one another, and
even are separated, but not disconnected from one another. However, when
referring to the "lobes," we simply say, for example: Parietal
Lobe of the Left (or right) Cerebral Hemisphere... this is another aspect that is deserving of its own
attention pertaining to Chronic Lyme and how its wreaks havoc ALL over the body
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Never Give Up!
There
are people who are ALWAYS there for you!
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Although this is not nearly as much info as I'd like to post at
this time (it IS quite lengthy though...) I sincerely hope that it'll help not
only caretakers, but also to any of you "scared out of their mind" Lyme sufferers who
develop these terrifying manifestations, and find some (if any) comfort in
beginning to understand the reason why it is happening to you -
All my best well wishes and blessings!
